BenjaminYuen; this is for you♥

I'm feeling sososo upset and unhappy. I've finally made up my mind to start another relationship because as time passes, he let me regained the confidence and trust in me. But suddenly he tell me he needs time. Its not that I can't give you time is that I'm very curious what is the thing that you needed time, you didn't tell me but I want to know. I'm afraid things turn out like my ex, I don't want to get hrut anymore. Among those people, I have the strongest feeling in you, yes you Benjamin. When I first met you, ofcourse I feel kindda shy ._. but after that I feel secure with you. I don't know why maybe is because I feel that you can protect me. I enjoy talking on the phone with you for hours and not getting tired, I enjoy staying up damn late at night just to talk to you, I enjoy spamming your wall and how you spam my wall, I enjoy calling you and being disiao by friends, I enjoy recieving wake up calls from you regardless of morning calls or afternoon nap. I really miss you boy. Not talking to you is like killing me :/ Yeah I'm serious, I'm always serious in relationship. Please don't disappoint me, because I REALLY LOVE YOU ♥